OKAY, OKAY, NEW ACCOUNT.  :D

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GO ADD ME AND UPDATE ME TO ALL YOUR SECRET LIST THINGS THAT I KNOW I'M ON.
IF YOU DON'T I WILL CRY BECAUSE ILU.

Went and saw Cloverfield again last night~
Ehehehehe.

QUERY:
Been thinking about switching LJ accounts.
Tired of x_zombiie. Much too scene/emo!
Would this be a bother, y/n.

You know, earlier I was thinking about my LJ.
I remember how when I first made this, I was so excited to post to it every day, and I'd write about complete nonsense just so I could make an entry.

I miss that.  :c

JUST GOT BACK FROM CLOVERFIELD.
ajflajsf;ksf
Such a wonderful movie.
Go see it and blather at me about it.

I am just a bit too clingy.
Maybe a lot clingy.
I can't help it, though. I'm terrified of losing friends.

Maybe I'm also terrified that something bad will happen, and they'll never know how much they mean to me.

TODAY

I GOT ACCEPTED TO

THE ACADEMY OF ART UNIVERSITY.

\o/ !

It is so unsettling to find someone you knew online is dead.

And I wish this weren't the first time.

 

This is my dog.
Her name is Julie.
I love her very much.

And now that she is not outside, I can feel the empty space so much, and I miss her, and I hope she comes back from the vet's okay.

Yaaaay, I hope everyone had a good Christmas.
I enjoyed mine rather a lot. I gots me a Wii, a shitload of books (rofl manga & animal stuff), some silly little doo-dads, and clothes~

Anyways, last night I had a rather upsetting dream. In this dream, I had contact with all of my most dearest friends, and every single one of them shut me out and turned me away, and it hurt. Even the people they sent me to were mean to me. (Then somewhere in here I went to do stain glass and ran from some police.) But, point being, I woke up and was amazingly down and almost cried.  :c  It was absolutely horrible. And I very much hope this isn't some sort of spooky omen.

Edit: Ahaha, it kind of was.  ;____;

Today, I think, will be a good day.
I'm not sure it's fair for me to say that since it isn't even noon yet.

But...
I got my room clean. I made my bed. I'm dressed. Nathan might come over. Or not. I don't know. Whatever. It's Christmas Eve. I spent all morning looking at beautiful guro art sites and now I want to draw people with missing limbs and bleeding wounds and just... pretty.
I also want to work out birdpeople and dinosaurpeople and just... mutate people in general. Hurrrngh.

I need to be less weird.